Struggles

The days go faster and faster and I'm still broken hearted. I don't know how to cope with this situation... 139 days, 11 hours, and 45 minutes until he leaves for boot camp. It seems like so long away but I know it will go really fast. I've been trying to spend as much time with him as possible, but with work, school, and life in general its been difficult. Today he decided he was going to try and set me up with one of his good friends who is also enlisted and will leave in September. I don't know how I feel about it because I'm already sick with worry from him leaving so why would I double it?? I don't know what to do. Why does life have to be so incredibly complicated? I can't stand it.