Struggles

The days go faster and faster and I'm still broken hearted. I don't know how to cope with this situation... 139 days, 11 hours, and 45 minutes until he leaves for boot camp. It seems like so long away but I know it will go really fast. I've been trying to spend as much time with him as possible, but with work, school, and life in general its been difficult. Today he decided he was going to try and set me up with one of his good friends who is also enlisted and will leave in September. I don't know how I feel about it because I'm already sick with worry from him leaving so why would I double it?? I don't know what to do. Why does life have to be so incredibly complicated? I can't stand it.

The Countdown: 168 days

He leaves September 16th. It's a lot farther away than I thought but I know it will fly by. Spending time together doing stupid things like watching movies and having fun seem so crucial. Every time I look at him I try to imagine what it will be like not to do those things all the time. I wonder how much it will change my life that he isn't a key player come September. For now I will cherish the time I have left.

Today

Today I found out he went marines...not sure how I feel about all of this.

I Fought For You

This is one all should watch. A veterans video teaching all to respect those who fought and fight for the ones they love.

My Soldier

Found an app today that enables you to keep in touch with your soldier(s). Free and easy to use. It's called "My Soldier"

The Enlisting

I've had a few close friends tell me they are going to enlist. Only one has so far and he just did it yesterday. The emotions running through me are insane. I'm scared and worried more than ever. I just have to pray.